Man.

This down-ness, this emotional flat-lining, this…..general all-around blech, has got to stop.

Hibernated pretty much all day today.
I seem to be doing that every other day now.
My crown accomplishments? Getting a shower. Picking my daughter up from school.

Thinking of upping my meds. On my own. Executive decision. An experiment.
My psychiatrist says that 20 mg is the upper limit on what I’m on.
My therapist, who has a degree in Pharma, says that 40 mg. is.

I’m just……too numb.

Considering my last post, I guess that makes me a Zombie/Werewolf hybrid.